I finally passed my IPPT again. You may asked, what is the big deal, man? But for a 80 plus kg guy like me, who did not play any sports until like 20 years old, it is a big deal to me.
However, mindef shows no sign of record of this and I have to call them to retifcy this issue. Oh man...
Monday, December 28, 2009
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Friends
What are friends? - I heard some peoepl said before that friends are people for you to make use of when you needs help, when you have too much time on your hands?
For me, friends are people who would accompany on life's journey, through the harsh reality of the world, the sweetness and bitterness of life's unpredictable event, to provide comfort when one's heart and soul are in discomfort. While I am not a good or best friend to all, I always strive to be as loyal as I can be, provide as much help as I can whenever possible and accompany each and everyone through life's many ups and down.
I always tried to give in whenever possible but fails to do so on many occassion especially to many of my closest friends.
As this year comes to an end, I lament about how much things have changed. I might have lost two good and wonderful friends or did I not? I do not know. One would not talk to me anymore and the other treat me like a cold stranger. Perhaps they have their own difficulties or worries, perhaps they are just being normal and I am too sensitive but I know that things have definitely changed...
For me, friends are people who would accompany on life's journey, through the harsh reality of the world, the sweetness and bitterness of life's unpredictable event, to provide comfort when one's heart and soul are in discomfort. While I am not a good or best friend to all, I always strive to be as loyal as I can be, provide as much help as I can whenever possible and accompany each and everyone through life's many ups and down.
I always tried to give in whenever possible but fails to do so on many occassion especially to many of my closest friends.
As this year comes to an end, I lament about how much things have changed. I might have lost two good and wonderful friends or did I not? I do not know. One would not talk to me anymore and the other treat me like a cold stranger. Perhaps they have their own difficulties or worries, perhaps they are just being normal and I am too sensitive but I know that things have definitely changed...
Friday, December 4, 2009
Early in the morning 6.45am
It have been so long that I have woke up so early and choose not to fall back to sleep again. The last 3 days has been terrible. Runny nose, body feeling warm and cold at the same time and on Thursday, I have been hiccuping on and off even until today, in fact, it was my hiccuping in my sleep that woke me up.
This morning however is special. As I lie in my bed thinking of buster optimus prime and if I should add it into my ever-growing population of toys, I started thinking of my childhood. Back then, I did not have any transformer toy except for those fake one. And recently when I brought my first big sized optimus prime, it was like a dream come true to me. But, I have learn that man's desire cannot ever be satisfied.
As I now sitting in front of my dad, watching him eating his breakfast, I wanted to cry. I have now grown up and he, old. I watched him in his prime of his youth when he was in his 20s to his late 40s now. I still can remember the time where he would run with me when I was just 6, the time when I accidentally kicked my slipper into the canal and he went to climb down the canal to help me retrieve it. The time where I left my favourite cap in the mrt(never wore a cap since then), the time where he brought a bicycle for me. We were very poor then and a bicycle which costs $50 was really a big deal for the family. I only have my own bed when I entered primary 1, that explains my reluctance to change my bed. I just simply could not bear to throw away a bed that have already accompany for so many years.
I would be going for my first overseas trip next week and frankly speaking, I wished that my family could go too.
This morning however is special. As I lie in my bed thinking of buster optimus prime and if I should add it into my ever-growing population of toys, I started thinking of my childhood. Back then, I did not have any transformer toy except for those fake one. And recently when I brought my first big sized optimus prime, it was like a dream come true to me. But, I have learn that man's desire cannot ever be satisfied.
As I now sitting in front of my dad, watching him eating his breakfast, I wanted to cry. I have now grown up and he, old. I watched him in his prime of his youth when he was in his 20s to his late 40s now. I still can remember the time where he would run with me when I was just 6, the time when I accidentally kicked my slipper into the canal and he went to climb down the canal to help me retrieve it. The time where I left my favourite cap in the mrt(never wore a cap since then), the time where he brought a bicycle for me. We were very poor then and a bicycle which costs $50 was really a big deal for the family. I only have my own bed when I entered primary 1, that explains my reluctance to change my bed. I just simply could not bear to throw away a bed that have already accompany for so many years.
I would be going for my first overseas trip next week and frankly speaking, I wished that my family could go too.
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