Soft

I have became soft recently. No, it not soft as those uncle in their 50+ who are putting up a good front but is becoming soft in term of my personality. I have became very wary of stepping on people toes and am way too sensitive. I am so scared that people might be offended by what I have to say and I think that I am becoming someone which is not me and more like a person who have been staying at home for the past 20 years without any contact with the society. This is certainty not good.

On the bright side, I having my long weekend now with a bearable amount to work to do leisurely. How nice is that?

Chain combos

I do not know why but NIE like to torture people by lumping all the assignments due dates together...Finally, Transformer 2 dvd is out and it costs 44.90, wtf. So expensive, but I just cannot resisted digging out my card to pay for it in NETS.
Recently, I been toying with the idea of getting a card even though I most probably don't need one. But if you don't get you never need, right? And after you got it, you will use it, correct or not? I typing in Singlish, damn it. Recently, I been having problem with this. Sometimes, I can write coherently in good english and sometiems, I just cannot. So weird. Anyway, I got 3 assignments due next week. How exciting is that?

Doing work in front of my Gundams

I love to do work on my sturdy desk. Reason? As I look up, I will see my beloved Gundams all standing in front of me, Wing Gundam ver ka, force Impulse, justice, Saviour, Kyrios, Virtue, Freedoms, Double 0 and so on.
Really feeling hungry after a night of work.Especially after seeing the photos of HR's trip to bangkok. All the Street side hawker food. Especially the sotong balls. Drool...
Doing work make me feels good. Give me the feeling that I have accomplished something. Wasn't going to blog but I just want to blog a little, to tell that special someone who is sleeping now how I feel right now. Feel so sorry that I couldn't have mroe time for her because of my assignments. Hope she can see this. :)

Working on weekend is sooo wrong

Life is now clogged full with assignments and my throat is not getting any better from eating the durian mooncake that I brought.
Feeling very bad lately. I have not much time for Miss huang and my friends. I have to keep rejecting their invitations and stuff. But hey, I basically like watching tv and doing work at the same time everyday. I just to need the TV for company when I am doinh work now. And the school Blackboard is still down.Haiz..
Lesson learnt, more planning, less procastination.

ICT

Still struck for my Maths ICT worksheet design. I find it hard to use ICT to teach maths in a non-conventional type of way. Hope I can unclog my brain soon.

P/s: Really craving for some comfort food now, especially mcspicy. I could not even remember when was the last time I ate it already loh.

HTS

HTS=hard to save. Something I realised after I started working. Whe you start earning more, you would really spend more and saving really depends a lot of 3 different factors.
1.How is your spending habits?
2.Is there any sudden events that require you to "dig" out your saving?
3.How strong is your determination?
So people, please plan your finance cause we are not yoing anymore and soon, we would need to buy some real big ticket items.

Monday 21st Stepember

finally, will have my own trip overseas after 25 years. First time I stepped out of Singapore when I was in primary 6. The whole family went on a trip to the then uncompleted Genting Highland.
I woke up this morning feeling weird. We going to book the trip later but as I was brushing my teeth, I thought to myself," life is so full of uncertainy." I have never ever imagained tht my first trip overseas would be with my girlfriend. I thought it would be Tony and the others. Although, tony is also going with us and his sister too.

When I was talking to my mum just now over breakfast, she told me about how dad make her lose face again in public. Dad can be the most annoying person when you trying to talk thing out with him. He is of no reason. Totally nonsensical and a whole load of rubbish. Pissing everybody off with his dumber then moron kind of remarks. The thing is, we just trying to make him quit smoking and he will always rebuke with things like, "If I don't smoke, my heart will beat very fast."

As a Leo, I am like my mum, I hate to be embarrassed in public. I can be nice to you or even give in to you. But, if you ever shout at me, or embarrass me in front of many many people, then we get really really really PISSED.

p/s: Had to go bath now, just got a mission to deliver shoes.