Positive traits

1. Silent worker
2. forward looking
3. loyal
4. Pride
5. adaptable
6. able to take charge and plan(sometimes)
7. Not afraid to admit any mistakes
8. Can be fun and serious
9. Can work even if in a very very very bad mood, It hard to drown myself in misery
10. responsible

Hmmm, like very weird,singing praises of myself. Haha...

My shortcomings

1. Tends to do everything very fast
2. Fails and fails but I will just keep doing it...Don't know when to give up
3. Inconfident
4. Give people impression that I am not serious and very frivalous
5. Always hoped but always get disappointed - too optimistic
6. Take it hard on myself whenever anything went wrong
7. Jealousy
8. Bossy
9. Tendency to go out of my comfort shell, I know the solution but refuse to use it if it is not "me"
10. Believe in human will rather than heaven's - making my life miserable

I miss the time when I was a kid. Things were so much simpler and I could cry freely. Problems encountered recently have no solutions other than running...I seems to have everything yet nothing.

Birthday wish - I wish I can be stupidier and ignorant of other's perception.

New phrase

It officially my first day of the holiday and yup, I feel that I had entered another new phrase of my life. New things to consider, new challenges, new outlook, new people and old people that I am considering changing the kind of relationship with them. And I have cleared my room for the 3rd? time this year. And honestly, after like 3hours, the before and after look the same. Sigh.
It is funny but I actually hunting for something to buy, to play with to keep me occupied but I have already have enough things to do and appointment at hand to last me until school starts. In fact, I do not even know if I have enough time to finish all my tasks...
There are like a dozen things in my mind right now. I hope they can get sorted out by this friday, well, at least 1 or 2 would be really nice for me.
But deep down, I know taht I am the same old me...tsk tsk

Happy Birthday!!!

My brother turn 16 today. It feels like yesterday when I went to the hospital to fetch him and he pooed as I carry him in my arms on the taxi. I actually glad to be 8 yrs older than him cause I feel that it is because of this that we do not quarrel as much as other brothers. In fact, I do not recall us having any disagreement over anything at all in my memory. Either this is true or it is that my memory is failing me again.

Three days of reflection

Some words from one of the fellow trainee...

When do you know when to stop giving?
Give to the extent until you feel pain. When you start to feel pain when giving to the students, it is a sign for you to stop. Cause giving more would not generate anything good anymore.
Take a step back and hold the rest for the others who may deserve it more or need it more.

阿郎的故事

I do not know how many times I had watch this movie but it still have the power to bring tears to my eyes. I almost drop my tears. Mum, cried again for the, I don't know how many times. This is what I defined as a good movie. It is not so much about love. It is about a family.
All the recent idol drama, love story with two good looking idols on the screen always try to be pitiful while maintaining their hair, pimpleless face and those nice and expensive looking clothes. Did anyone realized that theses people could afford to take a cab everywhere, buy really nice shoes, don a nice jacket when they supposingly could only get a pay of $800 or less per month? The worst is when Dawn Yeo in their previous 9pm drama said that she only had $20 left for two weeks and she could 1)take a cab everywhere, 2)Get a pair of canvas shoes from converse 3)Have enough to eat, 4)Come out from a day of work being a chef without any smudge on her mascara and not a strand of hair out of place. How that for an idol?
No really, why can't these people be more "real" than "reel". Their so called sad and tragic love story are sooooo not tragic. Lost in love or forsaking a huge family fortune for love or working hard all day long is not, to me, things that are sad.I mean, what is so sad about all these stuff? Of course, there are a lot of really sad love stories out there but just not the recent ones.
BTW,Iron Man is GOOD.watch it.

少林少女

Shaolin fist is the utimate fist there is...That is why, this movie is also going to be the utimate one...少林少女!!! That the cheesy lines by the commentor in the opening of this trailer. Now showing in theaters all around................Japan. Damn it.


Kou Shibasaki from Dororo, ssinking of japan as the strongest Shaolin female fist,
Kitty zhang yuqi - teacher from CJ 7 as Taiji girl
chi chung lam - aka qing gong flow on water in shaolin soccer
Kai man tin - aka tei bu shan in shaolin soccer
Yosuke Eguchi -Dr Satomi in white ivory tower

p/s:video taken from youtube...