Thursday, September 18, 2008
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
So many had happened lately, whether it is in work, love(?). Wait, love? Do I even had one? sighs.
What doesn't change are my friends who are always there for me. I always act like I bullying them but I just tough on the mouth soft in the heart. But now, all of us are having a tough time, some of us are having love issues, unreciprocated love actually, while the others are very very stressed about their school work.
Hmm, lately there had been many misunderstandings about me and frankly speaking, i quite pissed by that. I always thought that in this world, there would be people who will look deeper into others and not just on the surface. But what you present to others will determine what others think of you.
Perhaps, I expect too much of others, to see the real me when I always wear an unconventional hairstyle, jokes around anything and pokes fun of people.
Work had been very tiring lately for me also. I always wondered why some guys can afford the time to be around their girlfriends all the time. Don't they have things to do?
It is certainty a tough period for me now...Perhaps I grown soft due to my easy student life.
What doesn't change are my friends who are always there for me. I always act like I bullying them but I just tough on the mouth soft in the heart. But now, all of us are having a tough time, some of us are having love issues, unreciprocated love actually, while the others are very very stressed about their school work.
Hmm, lately there had been many misunderstandings about me and frankly speaking, i quite pissed by that. I always thought that in this world, there would be people who will look deeper into others and not just on the surface. But what you present to others will determine what others think of you.
Perhaps, I expect too much of others, to see the real me when I always wear an unconventional hairstyle, jokes around anything and pokes fun of people.
Work had been very tiring lately for me also. I always wondered why some guys can afford the time to be around their girlfriends all the time. Don't they have things to do?
It is certainty a tough period for me now...Perhaps I grown soft due to my easy student life.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Positive traits
1. Silent worker
2. forward looking
3. loyal
4. Pride
5. adaptable
6. able to take charge and plan(sometimes)
7. Not afraid to admit any mistakes
8. Can be fun and serious
9. Can work even if in a very very very bad mood, It hard to drown myself in misery
10. responsible
Hmmm, like very weird,singing praises of myself. Haha...
2. forward looking
3. loyal
4. Pride
5. adaptable
6. able to take charge and plan(sometimes)
7. Not afraid to admit any mistakes
8. Can be fun and serious
9. Can work even if in a very very very bad mood, It hard to drown myself in misery
10. responsible
Hmmm, like very weird,singing praises of myself. Haha...
Monday, August 4, 2008
My shortcomings
1. Tends to do everything very fast
2. Fails and fails but I will just keep doing it...Don't know when to give up
3. Inconfident
4. Give people impression that I am not serious and very frivalous
5. Always hoped but always get disappointed - too optimistic
6. Take it hard on myself whenever anything went wrong
7. Jealousy
8. Bossy
9. Tendency to go out of my comfort shell, I know the solution but refuse to use it if it is not "me"
10. Believe in human will rather than heaven's - making my life miserable
I miss the time when I was a kid. Things were so much simpler and I could cry freely. Problems encountered recently have no solutions other than running...I seems to have everything yet nothing.
Birthday wish - I wish I can be stupidier and ignorant of other's perception.
2. Fails and fails but I will just keep doing it...Don't know when to give up
3. Inconfident
4. Give people impression that I am not serious and very frivalous
5. Always hoped but always get disappointed - too optimistic
6. Take it hard on myself whenever anything went wrong
7. Jealousy
8. Bossy
9. Tendency to go out of my comfort shell, I know the solution but refuse to use it if it is not "me"
10. Believe in human will rather than heaven's - making my life miserable
I miss the time when I was a kid. Things were so much simpler and I could cry freely. Problems encountered recently have no solutions other than running...I seems to have everything yet nothing.
Birthday wish - I wish I can be stupidier and ignorant of other's perception.
Monday, July 28, 2008
New phrase
It officially my first day of the holiday and yup, I feel that I had entered another new phrase of my life. New things to consider, new challenges, new outlook, new people and old people that I am considering changing the kind of relationship with them. And I have cleared my room for the 3rd? time this year. And honestly, after like 3hours, the before and after look the same. Sigh.
It is funny but I actually hunting for something to buy, to play with to keep me occupied but I have already have enough things to do and appointment at hand to last me until school starts. In fact, I do not even know if I have enough time to finish all my tasks...
There are like a dozen things in my mind right now. I hope they can get sorted out by this friday, well, at least 1 or 2 would be really nice for me.
But deep down, I know taht I am the same old me...tsk tsk
It is funny but I actually hunting for something to buy, to play with to keep me occupied but I have already have enough things to do and appointment at hand to last me until school starts. In fact, I do not even know if I have enough time to finish all my tasks...
There are like a dozen things in my mind right now. I hope they can get sorted out by this friday, well, at least 1 or 2 would be really nice for me.
But deep down, I know taht I am the same old me...tsk tsk
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Happy Birthday!!!
My brother turn 16 today. It feels like yesterday when I went to the hospital to fetch him and he pooed as I carry him in my arms on the taxi. I actually glad to be 8 yrs older than him cause I feel that it is because of this that we do not quarrel as much as other brothers. In fact, I do not recall us having any disagreement over anything at all in my memory. Either this is true or it is that my memory is failing me again.
Friday, May 16, 2008
Three days of reflection
Some words from one of the fellow trainee...
When do you know when to stop giving?
Give to the extent until you feel pain. When you start to feel pain when giving to the students, it is a sign for you to stop. Cause giving more would not generate anything good anymore.
Take a step back and hold the rest for the others who may deserve it more or need it more.
When do you know when to stop giving?
Give to the extent until you feel pain. When you start to feel pain when giving to the students, it is a sign for you to stop. Cause giving more would not generate anything good anymore.
Take a step back and hold the rest for the others who may deserve it more or need it more.
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